I'm sitting here tired and bored with myself, my life and just about everything in my life. This rut I am in keeps getting deeper, and I am no longer able to see beyond it's ridges, it's just a long deep never ending rut. Tired of the same routine day in and day out, hubby though he loves this routine where nothing is expected of him, he can sit around an do not much of anything every day. He sits in front of a screen (either tv or computer) almost the whole time he is not at work. He never wants to go anywhere or do anything, and I HATE it.

Skipping around a bit now. I asked those whom are a big part of my life, hubby, kids, my mom who is my partner and boss, what is my favorite thing to do. And only one of the had the right answer my daughter Kate. I find that sad that the people I spend so much of my life with, have no clue.

Ok so I did not walk this morning, it no longer comforts me. I need to find that place again, it moved somewhere without me, while I was begining bored. I struggled yesterday to get to the walking track and today I just could not do it, maybe tomorrow. If you come down there keep looking for me, maybe you are what I need.


Catchya later . . . . . . somewhere in the unwritten future . . . . . . . none of that has happened yet

Keep dreaming . . . . . . keep working on those dreams . . . . . . . someday they will come true.

Life needs laughter, love and music . . . to everyone I say, "go make some today and if you can't make some find some, somewhere out there".

Kathy Doherty
A Happy Day Lawn Display, Inc.